When your heart breaks......

its funny...its painful...it hurts...but there's still hope ... I don't know why... but there's still hope !

I want to study ... I have so much left to do ... but it's hard ...

Why I fell for it I do not know ... all the while, didn't I know it was coming ? yes I did ...

but there was hope ... hope that I may be able to change history ... change the disgusting past of the person ... make him into a cute, caring person , from the rude person he was ...

It seems like it doesn't work that way ... did love fail ?

No it did not ... Am I serious ? It destroyed me and I am shattered right now ....

but yes I still realise that it was not LOVE that failed, it was the person who fell in love who failed, it was my choice which failed, it was his attempt at reunion which failed ... 

jo pyaar utha paye na jise

usse gehra koi patan nahi

When love fails in lifting someone up,

You know he is residing in the deepest hell...

Dil hai toh phir dard hoga,

Dard hai toh dil bhi hoga

If there is a heart, there will be pain

If there is pain, there must be a heart

cutest feelin possible !!

awwwwwww...................seriously..................ive fallen in love wid a guy...........n trust me.......before i met him........i had no idea of wat it ws like fallin in luv !

i alwayz thot..........its all infatuation...........n evn today wen i hav to rather try to divert my mind...dats da only reasn i give myself !...........bt probably dats nt it!.....dere is a strange feelin wich does exist..................n its occurred to me da first time in life !

i wait fr hours.............fr just a glimpse of his...............walk for miles..................to juz c him once !!
feel like d luckiest prsn on earth............once i get to c him..............n evrythin gets recorded like a fantastic video on my mind's tape....................sumthin i play agen n agen to give myself satisfaction !!

n wat is it dat drives me soooooooooooooooo crazy !!....wat is it dat i like abt him !?!

well.......its nt luks............. its nt d way he walks or talks......................nt d way he smiles............nt his attitude or nature.....nt his intelligence either !!!
its him..............................him as a person............a person i havnt evn spoken much to............bt its him in totality................i cant evn think of a reason to like him.........yet love him more dan life !!

wow.....................ppl probably do fall in luv after all !!